Edward Alicdan Jr
08 December 2025
29m 33s
Burnout as Initiation
00:00
29:33

Edward Alicdan Jr
08 December 2025
29m 33s
00:00
29:33
This episode represents the moment where the conversation on strength steps beyond programming and performance and into the deeper, quieter terrain of identity. We tend to speak about burnout as a malfunction, a sign that something has gone wrong. But what if burnout is something older? What if it’s an initiation — the moment the flame you’ve been tending finally melts the shape that can no longer contain you?
In this episode, we trace the arc of the athlete’s inner life: the first spark of ambition, the drift toward overextension, the quiet consent to push harder than the self was built to hold. We explore why the gym becomes a ritual space, why danger can become a teacher, and how the barbell initiates athletes into a world where presence is non-negotiable. And then we follow the path downward — into the subtle unraveling that precedes collapse, into the Abyss where identity dissolves, and into the tender, humbling work of emergence on the other side.
Drawing on myth, safety science, Emerson’s ever-expanding circles, and Rilke’s haunting reminder that “you must change your life,” this episode approaches burnout not as pathology, but as pilgrimage. As the necessary melting of a self whose task is complete. As the threshold every ambitious person eventually meets.
In this episode, we explore:
This is not a technical episode.
It’s a human one.
A mythic one.
It’s about the seasons of fire we must sometimes pass through in order to become spacious enough for the life that is trying to emerge.
This is the beginning of a new chapter in the season — where strength stops being something we perform, and becomes something we learn to carry into the world with steadier hands.
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